Monday, September 12, 2005

Exhaustion to the point of failure

I am so tired. So very tired. When I was walking home from school (which was built by fascists) it was hot and I was lisining to tunic by sonic youth and as I passed the lavender bushes I almost started sobbing. I am not a depressed person, I do not have a disease, but when I am in school all I can think about is the best way to kill myself in all its irony. I'm not going to though. I'm waiting until I'm at least 30.

1 comment:

st said...

suicide is pointless. suffer through it (life) if you have to. it will force you to change yourself because it will be unbearable to remain the same.